So i took an online personality quiz and tehse are the traits that came up for me. Some are pretty accurate, some not so much, and some stuff is definitely missing.

messy, tough, disorganized, fearless, not rule conscious, likes the unknown, rarely worries, rash, attracted to the counter culture, rarely irritated, positive, resilient, abstract, not a perfectionist, risk taker, strange, weird, self reliant, leisurely, dangerous, anti-authority, trusting, optimistic, positive, thrill seeker, likes bizarre things, sarcastic

Hah

So apparently, people have been able to find my blog. This is ok as i usually dont post anything too controversial or anything that could be construed as too offensive. I just find it funny how people were able to naviagte to my blog. My friend from school checked out the TTM website,from there linked to brents blog from the Bios, then from Brent's blog was able to link to mine, heh, awesome.

Sometimes I wonder why i make the choices i do. DO i belive that they are the right choices or ami scared of making the other choice? Am i just too much of an optimist sometimes? I really do not know. I realized last night that i haven't spent a otn of time reflecting on my life recently and maybe that has something to do with my doubts. I think i need some good mind clearing thinking/reflection time but dont seem to have time for it. Maybe when work is done ill have more time to think. Maybe notthough.

I think the TTM album is finally coming along. The liscencing papers for EMI should be in my mailbox this week and the money is sent to CMRRA. Hopefully be able to get the final licencing before i go to ottawa, but from the sounds of it, that could be aproblem. I'll have to delegate that. Note to self, if I am ever in a band releasing a cover song, don't take that initiative, more complicated tehn it should be.

Eliot's recital was alot of fun Friday. Good to se what he has been working and stressing over recently. I won't deny that i Did not enjpy the Fertility ritual Video, but hey, i'm not enough of an artsy fartsy i guess. My favorite pieces were the Piano qurtet and the marimba piece followed by the electroaccoustic pieces. ALl in all, a good event.

SAw teh Cannes film festival saturday- was entertaining and ikinda want to go again. That caused some problem, me going without a certain someone, and i relaly do feel bad, but i think things are ok.

I've got kind of a head cold thing happening and i don't like it damnit.


Ciao

The weekend

Here hopefully is a slightly more coherant post.

This weekend was one of the biggest emotional rollercoasters I have ever been on. From feeling very good thursday to darn right crappy sunday to decently good now. It's a weekend i won't soon forget but would kinda like to on many regards. AT this point i don't really knwo what to say on the matter but yea, i will be more than ok. Thanks everyone who supported and was concerned. I think everyhting is going to be A OK.

what just happened? was it a weekend?

Wow- That was one of the more intense weekends i have ever had.
Lets start Friday.
Wake up at 8 to work on brand management case
work on it for awhile- go to school for communications meeting
go to work for a crazy day
while at work- realize teh album cant be pressed because of something thast is my job
Try and find out why
realize i misunderstood some stuff and will deal with it monday
get out of work 10 minutes early- go home and eat because im starved
Pick up laura- go to The art show- see art- very good stuff- quite enjoyable.
Go to a going away party where i know almost noone- say oodbye to Lauren
Go to boston pizza wiht laura for food- drop her off-
go home- bed. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
SAturday
Wake up go to work, realize i probably shouldnt have left 10 minutes early because there is acrapload of stuff to do.
Leave work at 2- go home to pick up nice clothes- go film
Film teh worst commercial ever made for 4 hours- 4 hours of stressing
Come home- eat- call laura
Prmosie to go to Sheilas for ribs
Fall asleep, wake up briefly to call sheila and say im not coming--sleep at 9:30

Sunday
Wake up- check email- get an intense email- freak out
go to church
come home- speak briefly on msn about said email--freak out some more

Run through every possible scenario in my mind 7000times
Bore sheila with my worrying
get homework done at work- takes my mind off stuff for awhile
freak out some more
go to practice- decent practice-god i have to get all teh TTM shite done monday- ok cool
come home- long talk- very important ( it turns out laura and i were kinda on the same page without knowing it- cool)
go to ultimate
come home- do homework- write blog.


GAHHHHH

Hotel Rwanda

Wow, I feel lucky and thankful every day to live in a country such as canada, but after watching hotel rwanda, i feel more so lucky that i am not killed or hated merely for my background.
That movie is very intense, and very good, i recommend it to anyone. It is shocking and makes teh wheels turn, but i think that is a good thing.

I hate writing titles

So Helped kevin move some stuff yesterday. I quite like his apartment and was much bigger than he had me believing before-hand (80 inches pssht). The only sketchy part was the toilet tank cover outside his entrance but that can be cleaned up. We were able to get quite a bit fo stuff in his grandparents van including the futon. The old guy at the futon place is so funny, but he makes beautiful futons.

Signed a lease this week. 375 a month for the 4 months i'm in ottawa including furniture on the university of ottawa campus. So that is pretty sweet i think.

School intensifies a bit next week with 2 exams- one of which i have no idea what to expect at all. Ill have to study my arse off this weekend.

I've got a second date saturday. Wish me luck!!!

That's all for now- more later